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idk if i want the whole vday week about me it ain't really my scene these days, what about my 1/4 or 3/4 bdays. when're those

i mean we got another summit soon but we could filibuster all the big stuff with stupid proposals

Edited Date: 2024-11-18 06:08 pm (UTC)

oh my god ur gonna make me do fuckin math arlo [...] april 12th or october 12th?

gimme ur stupidest proposal rn

april cause i don't wanna miss 2 bdays in a row

waffle wednesdays are law. it's where every weds you can eat whatever you want but you GOTTA cook it in a waffle iron. i could do an easy 30 mins on what foods'd go best or that you'd wanna avoid. what's yours

make sure to tell Duke you chose a new one, but he's probably gonna want to follow suite and pick his own

fucking here for this 100%. fuck, can we just do this regardless??

call signs. why don't we all have cool af call signs or apocalypse nicknames or whatever? like The Witch and bug and mud and dutch all have the right fucking idea. ill probably list off about 75% of the container fort because lbr cool ass names, but then also have a few that ill also offer up for grabs. have a few thoughts on my own, so will also make it ~interactive~ by asking for audience participation in figuring that out. maybe even a vote to show democracy is alive and well? who knows how far it'll go

Edited Date: 2024-11-18 08:33 pm (UTC)

can i be prince

but you have to roll the r

like purr???????

nvm that makes it weird

i digress

unless thats the vibe ur going 4

Edited Date: 2024-11-18 08:46 pm (UTC)

maybe if my whole persona was a ~~cassava~~ casanova but i can't think of anybody i wanna hit on right now so it might send em all mixed signals

Edited Date: 2024-11-18 08:49 pm (UTC)

also didnt he die of syphilis??

conversely, start hitting on everyone?

Edited Date: 2024-11-18 09:29 pm (UTC)

at least that means he was getting laid, right. but i was only going for it cause it's my name and it sounds fake

idk i don't wanna

gonna say set the bar at least a little higher there, lo-- 'fake prince' will be your call sign or 'fprince' for short, tah dah

i get that [...] [...] i

"real prince" "new prince" "tall prince" "quad prince" there's so many more options

~~do you re~~ [...] doesn't matter though. it ain't bday talk

Edited Date: 2024-11-19 12:32 am (UTC)

"rprince" "nprince" "tprince" "qprince" last one is the most fun to say, so there you go. you're welcome

what is acceptable birthday talk?

nprince might be ira glass's apocalypse name.

it's a day about you not whatever's going on with me. sorry. ~~idk where i'm~~ so anything else probably just not like my flirting limp dick

cause my dick ain't limp. that ain't no problem. fyi. just my [...] charisma

Edited (making it worse 101) Date: 2024-11-19 02:18 am (UTC)

you might be onto some deep cut shit there

~~ty for the dick update??~~ [...] no, i got what you were saying and didn't need you to say 'limp dick' so many times but you did. the best birthday present of all as it's the gift that keeps giving? (read: ive no idea what im rambling about or if these are actually words at this point)

you're plenty charismatic

Edited (s c r e a m i n g) Date: 2024-11-19 03:51 am (UTC)

yeah i don't think i should touch that one with a ~~10' dildo on a sti~~ [...] dildo on a 10' stick

there ain't nobody i see who makes me go "i'm gonna chat em up, this'll be fun." [...] idk if i'm just having a rough one bouncing back this time cause life ain't normal no more, like i can't grease my wheels by flirtin with baristas or bartenders or abuelas cause i either work with or on everybody and they're all [...] idk. i get that's what life IS now but it just feels ~~lonely~~ different. [...] lonely.

new best melee weapon just dropped

maybe you're just in a funk [...] which would honestly be utterly understandable considering [...] i left. which isnt to say im so up my own ass as 2 think the world revolves around me, i just... really don't know what im trying 2 say other than being broken up with sucks and i wish ~~i could take it back sometimes simply because it broke you that much more~~ i had something to say that didn't sound patronizing. im sorry

even if you feel lonely, promise ur not alone

well the funk got old fast. and you don't know what you're trying to say and idek what i'm trying to ask for, it ain't like this is an easy fix ~~i just think about it all the time cause i can't~~

~~it still feels~~ i know that ~~but it makes me feel farther a~~

this's what i meant by not bday talk [...] it SHOULD revolve around you. it's your bday. i shouldn't be makin you feel bad cause of shit you can't fix but i can't talk to you without talking about [...] everything. you need somebody with the right vibe to ring you in for a better year ~~like~~

Edited Date: 2024-11-19 01:34 pm (UTC)

sounds like we're knocking shit out of the ballpark left and right here ~~who knew we sucked at problem solving together...~~

you rang in a better year for me already, so stop that. if i didnt want 2 have this conversation id just ignore you. its probably something that needs to be acknowledged more [...] for both of our sakes. im not saying boundaries have been overstepped or new ones need to be created, just as soon as I left we kind of tried to ignore it.

how tf havent we come across a single therapist or counselor in the apocalypse to throw this shit at??

it was easier to ignore. for a while. ~~i thought maybe you'd wanna come b~~ but doing it now ain't good cause i feel like i'm caught in a stupid cycle where nothing's gonna get better

they're probably around but they just lied cause otherwise they'd never get a break

Edited Date: 2024-11-19 05:24 pm (UTC)

you know i left because i had to put on my own air mask first for once, not as some punishment for something you did or didn't do, right?

[...] shittiest impromptu therapist: mara or roswell would be my guess

Edited Date: 2024-11-19 09:43 pm (UTC)

it felt like you put yours on and then you left the plane. while i was still trying to remember the instructions but there weren't nobody around to help me figure it out. [...] and i know you ain't responsible for all my emotional [...] regulation [...] stuff but [...] i thought since we made it through everything else we'd make it through that
and then i was the only person who couldn't cope and i didn't think i had anybody left to ask, cause i know i was [...] real hard to deal with for a while and you needed a break and space. ~~i didn't think i deserv~~

so that's how i felt. [...] been feeling.

mara. roswell just needs therapy.

Edited Date: 2024-11-19 10:08 pm (UTC)