well i feel like such an asshole imagining you like fucking staring at the window to the bunkhouse out in the snow-- idk why its snowing in this scenario but it is fine am I not allowed to be concerned about your wellbeing now at all then?
if only things were as easy as what either of us wanted [...] thanks
its snowing cause its that part of a muppet xmas carol when the ghost of xmas present shows scrooge all the parties and hes just outside the window going "oh neat glad theyre having a good time bonding" it just makes me miss the DFD even m
idk what to say. like [...] lately everybody whos been concerned about my wellbeings just lectured me about how me i shouldnt sleep wherever decide to. like they dont see how the answer they thinks so simples actually complicated. the next person who tells me to move into the bunkhouses getting the goddamn hose
no one is trying to bond without you and mainly youre missing out on becoming acquainted with who snores, who has the worst gas, and having your towel stolen bc people r dumb. but also get how solidarity in general could be lonely especially since I know how much you miss the camaraderie of your station and Wes
people care about you and might not know how to fix things, but no one wants to see you actively suffer, least of all me. [...] don't lie u r just using this as an excuse to start a wet tshirt contest
theres no good solution cause anywhere i sleeps lonely and the bunkhouse'd make me feel like a jerk and the bunkhouse without you'd make me an even bigger one and even more lo. like the fucking world ended but at least you and both the guys made it through so i figure maybe all i get gotta do is get by. i can be a responder and help folks and thats fine i like doing that
like against other people or singular a wet tshirt contest starring you?
youre a damn good responder. probably one of the best there is and im not just saying that because it seems like a "nice" thing 2 do in light of our conversation. [...] and youre a lot better person than you give yourself credit for I'm just sorry that I couldn't figure out how to
thanks it means a l see though that's what i'm saying. if i'm a good responder and i get to make sure folks stay safe and healthy then that can be enough for me. so nobody needs to worry about me actively suffering [...] like you put it
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DM, 11/12 (cont'd)
Date: 2024-11-15 02:12 am (UTC)From:fineam I not allowed to be concerned about your wellbeing now at all then?if only things were as easy as what either of us wanted [...] thanks
DM, 11/12 (cont'd)
Date: 2024-11-15 02:28 am (UTC)From:it just makes me miss the DFD even midk what to say. like [...] lately everybody whos been concerned about my wellbeings just lectured me about how me i shouldnt sleep wherever decide to. like they dont see how the answer they thinks so simples actually complicated. the next person who tells me to move into the bunkhouses getting the goddamn hose
DM, 11/12 (cont'd)
Date: 2024-11-15 10:39 pm (UTC)From:especially since I know how much you miss the camaraderie of your station and Wespeople care about you and might not know how to fix things, but no one wants to see you actively suffer, least of all me. [...] don't lie u r just using this as an excuse to start a wet tshirt contest
im sorry I cantDM, 11/12 (cont'd)
Date: 2024-11-15 11:57 pm (UTC)From:theres no good solution cause anywhere i sleeps lonely and the bunkhouse'd make me feel like a jerk and the bunkhouse without you'd make me an even bigger one
and even more lo. like the fucking world ended but at least you and both the guys made it through so i figure maybe all igetgotta do is get by. i can be a responder and help folks and thats fine i like doing thatDM, 11/12 (cont'd)
Date: 2024-11-16 03:58 am (UTC)From:youre a damn good responder. probably one of the best there is and im not just saying that because it seems like a "nice" thing 2 do in light of our conversation. [...] and youre a lot better person than you give yourself credit for
I'm just sorry that I couldn't figure out how toDM, 11/12 (cont'd)
Date: 2024-11-16 04:06 am (UTC)From:thanks
it means a lsee though that's what i'm saying. if i'm a good responder and i get to make sure folks stay safe and healthy then that can be enough for me. so nobody needs to worry about me actively suffering [...] like you put it