feb 12 [...] i could be a vday bday baby. idk i guess we can narrow it down by how many lesbians there are right
don't worry nobody pays me to think about what-ifs. i would though you're right. [...] folks listen to you cause they like you, bet you could order everybody around
a very vday bday baby - make the entire week about you! I was thinking we just ask the theater troupe if one of them knows how to do it or where they'd go to get there's done, but think there also might be some overlap here.
nobody wants me in charge making decisions and we all know it, but if I do need to get stern or nasty it is very much true that people seem to stand up straight and listen. im vain enough to admit pride here. though also here's is to neither of us having to make the REALLY BIG decisions any time soon?
waffle wednesdays are law. it's where every weds you can eat whatever you want but you GOTTA cook it in a waffle iron. i could do an easy 30 mins on what foods'd go best or that you'd wanna avoid. what's yours
make sure to tell Duke you chose a new one, but he's probably gonna want to follow suite and pick his own
fucking here for this 100%. fuck, can we just do this regardless??
call signs. why don't we all have cool af call signs or apocalypse nicknames or whatever? like The Witch and bug and mud and dutch all have the right fucking idea. ill probably list off about 75% of the container fort because lbr cool ass names, but then also have a few that ill also offer up for grabs. have a few thoughts on my own, so will also make it ~interactive~ by asking for audience participation in figuring that out. maybe even a vote to show democracy is alive and well? who knows how far it'll go
ty for the dick update??[...] no, i got what you were saying and didn't need you to say 'limp dick' so many times but you did. the best birthday present of all as it's the gift that keeps giving? (read: ive no idea what im rambling about or if these are actually words at this point)
yeah i don't think i should touch that one with a 10' dildo on a sti[...] dildo on a 10' stick
there ain't nobody i see who makes me go "i'm gonna chat em up, this'll be fun." [...] idk if i'm just having a rough one bouncing back this time cause life ain't normal no more, like i can't grease my wheels by flirtin with baristas or bartenders or abuelas cause i either work with or on everybody and they're all [...] idk. i get that's what life IS now but it just feels lonely different. [...] lonely.
maybe you're just in a funk [...] which would honestly be utterly understandable considering [...] i left. which isnt to say im so up my own ass as 2 think the world revolves around me, i just... really don't know what im trying 2 say other than being broken up with sucks and i wish i could take it back sometimes simply because it broke you that much more i had something to say that didn't sound patronizing. im sorry
well the funk got old fast. and you don't know what you're trying to say and idek what i'm trying to ask for, it ain't like this is an easy fix i just think about it all the time cause i can't
it still feels i know that but it makes me feel farther a
this's what i meant by not bday talk [...] it SHOULD revolve around you. it's your bday. i shouldn't be makin you feel bad cause of shit you can't fix but i can't talk to you without talking about [...] everything. you need somebody with the right vibe to ring you in for a better year like
sounds like we're knocking shit out of the ballpark left and right here who knew we sucked at problem solving together...
you rang in a better year for me already, so stop that. if i didnt want 2 have this conversation id just ignore you. its probably something that needs to be acknowledged more [...] for both of our sakes. im not saying boundaries have been overstepped or new ones need to be created, just as soon as I left we kind of tried to ignore it.
how tf havent we come across a single therapist or counselor in the apocalypse to throw this shit at??
it was easier to ignore. for a while. i thought maybe you'd wanna come b but doing it now ain't good cause i feel like i'm caught in a stupid cycle where nothing's gonna get better
they're probably around but they just lied cause otherwise they'd never get a break
it felt like you put yours on and then you left the plane. while i was still trying to remember the instructions but there weren't nobody around to help me figure it out. [...] and i know you ain't responsible for all my emotional [...] regulation [...] stuff but [...] i thought since we made it through everything else we'd make it through that and then i was the only person who couldn't cope and i didn't think i had anybody left to ask, cause i know i was [...] real hard to deal with for a while and you needed a break and space. i didn't think i deserv
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
feb 12 [...] i could be a vday bday baby. idk i guess we can narrow it down by how many lesbians there are right
don't worry nobody pays me to think about what-ifs. i would though you're right. [...] folks listen to you cause they like you, bet you could order everybody around
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
a very vday bday baby - make the entire week about you! I was thinking we just ask the theater troupe if one of them knows how to do it or where they'd go to get there's done, but think there also might be some overlap here.
nobody wants me in charge making decisions and we all know it, but if I do need to get stern or nasty it is very much true that people seem to stand up straight and listen. im vain enough to admit pride here. though also here's is to neither of us having to make the REALLY BIG decisions any time soon?
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
i mean we got another summit soon but we could filibuster all the big stuff with stupid proposals
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
gimme ur stupidest proposal rn
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
waffle wednesdays are law. it's where every weds you can eat whatever you want but you GOTTA cook it in a waffle iron. i could do an easy 30 mins on what foods'd go best or that you'd wanna avoid. what's yours
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
fucking here for this 100%. fuck, can we just do this regardless??
call signs. why don't we all have cool af call signs or apocalypse nicknames or whatever? like The Witch and bug and mud and dutch all have the right fucking idea. ill probably list off about 75% of the container fort because lbr cool ass names, but then also have a few that ill also offer up for grabs. have a few thoughts on my own, so will also make it ~interactive~ by asking for audience participation in figuring that out. maybe even a vote to show democracy is alive and well? who knows how far it'll go
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
i digress
unless thats the vibe ur going 4
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
cassavacasanova but i can't think of anybody i wanna hit on right now so it might send em all mixed signalsdm, 11/17 (midnight)
conversely, start hitting on everyone?
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
idk i don't wanna
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
i get that [...] [...]
idm, 11/17 (midnight)
do you re[...] doesn't matter though. it ain't bday talkdm, 11/17 (midnight)
what is acceptable birthday talk?
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
it's a day about you not whatever's going on with me. sorry.
idk where i'mso anything else probably just not like my flirting limp dickcause my dick ain't limp. that ain't no problem. fyi. just my [...] charisma
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
ty for the dick update??[...] no, i got what you were saying and didn't need you to say 'limp dick' so many times but you did. the best birthday present of all as it's the gift that keeps giving? (read: ive no idea what im rambling about or if these are actually words at this point)you're plenty charismatic
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
10' dildo on a sti[...] dildo on a 10' stickthere ain't nobody i see who makes me go "i'm gonna chat em up, this'll be fun." [...] idk if i'm just having a rough one bouncing back this time cause life ain't normal no more, like i can't grease my wheels by flirtin with baristas or bartenders or abuelas cause i either work with or on everybody and they're all [...] idk. i get that's what life IS now but it just feels
lonelydifferent. [...] lonely.dm, 11/17 (midnight)
maybe you're just in a funk [...] which would honestly be utterly understandable considering [...] i left. which isnt to say im so up my own ass as 2 think the world revolves around me, i just... really don't know what im trying 2 say other than being broken up with sucks and i wish
i could take it back sometimes simply because it broke you that much morei had something to say that didn't sound patronizing. im sorryeven if you feel lonely, promise ur not alone
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
i just think about it all the time cause i can'tit still feelsi know thatbut it makes me feel farther athis's what i meant by not bday talk [...] it SHOULD revolve around you. it's your bday. i shouldn't be makin you feel bad cause of shit you can't fix but i can't talk to you without talking about [...] everything. you need somebody with the right vibe to ring you in for a better year
likedm, 11/17 (midnight)
who knew we sucked at problem solving together...you rang in a better year for me already, so stop that. if i didnt want 2 have this conversation id just ignore you. its probably something that needs to be acknowledged more [...] for both of our sakes. im not saying boundaries have been overstepped or new ones need to be created, just as soon as I left we kind of tried to ignore it.
how tf havent we come across a single therapist or counselor in the apocalypse to throw this shit at??
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
i thought maybe you'd wanna come bbut doing it now ain't good cause i feel like i'm caught in a stupid cycle where nothing's gonna get betterthey're probably around but they just lied cause otherwise they'd never get a break
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
[...] shittiest impromptu therapist: mara or roswell would be my guess
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
and then i was the only person who couldn't cope and i didn't think i had anybody left to ask, cause i know i was [...] real hard to deal with for a while and you needed a break and space.
i didn't think i deservso that's how i felt. [...] been feeling.
mara. roswell just needs therapy.
Re: dm, 11/17 (midnight)
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
dm, 11/17 (midnight)
dm, 11/17 (midnight & 5 minutes later)
dm, 11/17 (midnight & 5 minutes later)
dm, 11/17 (midnight & 5 minutes later)