I’m glad, though not about what your horse tried to do.
This is amusing. You’re a beautiful woman. Why would I be scared? Unless this is a joke or rhetorical device I am not understanding. Or you have poisoned me with something slow-acting.
he's an asshole, so it's to be expected. at least he didn't try to bite me this time.
primarily a joke, though perhaps I left one too many scratches or pulled your hair too hard? if I wanted you gone, I'd be more direct than poison, promise (joking)
[...] the flattery can keep coming though (serious)
You seemed to like all that, and I liked it too. I would have said something, if otherwise.
Hm. I do not enjoy flattery. I do think you are beautiful. I think also that you are funny, and that I enjoy kissing you. But I don’t know you very well beyond these things, so I have nothing left to say in this regard.
It's funny you think you run the risk of scaring me off. But I don't mean that condescendingly.
I only want to say things I believe or not say anything at all. But I observe that a certain amount of flattery, lying, and disingenuity of feeling is required for day-to-day interaction. Which I find challenging. People are typically frank in their assessments of my shortcomings and negative traits, however.
[...] I have a question. This person you divorced twice. Are they still in your life?
not ignoring what else you've written, but feel like the last bit is probably the most pressing. [...] yes, but as a colleague and nothing more. he's a responder at prescott.
still think it funny? because I can plausibly accept I won't scare you off if that doesn't.
I do not think you have processed the dissolution of your two marriages and you still live with him. Court.
[...]
I am not scared. I am just wondering how not to present any complications for you moving forward. I am of course very happy to keep this as casual and non-public as you'd prefer.
as kind as the offer is, how about don't really worry about me and we just keep this like you said, casual and non-public? the second part seems rather important to your position, I assume
I enjoy talking to you. I enjoy making out with you, as well, but I don't really think becoming best friends here will benefit either of us, John.
[…] […] Your assumption is incorrect. If you wanted
[…] No, I don’t suppose there is much benefit to you at all. And that is not fair. Understood, Court. Keep me in mind, next time you are cold or lonely.
that's the fucking opposite of what I meantwhat's not cool and unfair is something like this after we already agreedhow the fuck do I do this even with something casual???????? god fucking damnityou know what
I was trying to think of what benefits us both, for the record. [...] apologies if that wasn't clear.
g'night
Edited (she took a good few minutes to reply so she didn't say something even stupider SRY she is the worst) 2024-10-14 16:33 (UTC)
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I hope your ride back to Prescott was uneventful.
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aside from Vega trying to go straight through the river momentarily, made it home safe and sound.
since it sounds like I haven't scared you off, we should do that again
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This is amusing. You’re a beautiful woman. Why would I be scared? Unless this is a joke or rhetorical device I am not understanding. Or you have poisoned me with something slow-acting.
[…]
(Joking.)
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primarily a joke, though perhaps I left one too many scratches or pulled your hair too hard? if I wanted you gone, I'd be more direct than poison, promise (joking)
[...] the flattery can keep coming though (serious)
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Hm. I do not enjoy flattery. I do think you are beautiful. I think also that you are funny, and that I enjoy kissing you. But I don’t know you very well beyond these things, so I have nothing left to say in this regard.
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don't enjoy giving or receiving it or both? flattery, that is.
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I only want to say things I believe or not say anything at all. But I observe that a certain amount of flattery, lying, and disingenuity of feeling is required for day-to-day interaction. Which I find challenging. People are typically frank in their assessments of my shortcomings and negative traits, however.
[...] I have a question. This person you divorced twice. Are they still in your life?
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still think it funny? because I can plausibly accept I won't scare you off if that doesn't.
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[...]
I do not think you have processed the dissolution of your two marriages and you still live with him. Court.[...]
I am not scared. I am just wondering how not to present any complications for you moving forward. I am of course very happy to keep this as casual and non-public as you'd prefer.
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[...]
as kind as the offer is, how about don't really worry about me and we just keep this like you said, casual and non-public? the second part seems rather important to your position, I assume
I enjoy talking to you. I enjoy making out with you, as well, but I don't really think becoming best friends here will benefit either of us, John.
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Your assumption is incorrect. If you wanted[…] No, I don’t suppose there is much benefit to you at all. And that is not fair. Understood, Court. Keep me in mind, next time you are cold or lonely.
Good night.
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that's the fucking opposite of what I meantwhat's not cool and unfair is something like this after we already agreedhow the fuck do I do this even with something casual???????? god fucking damnityou know whatI was trying to think of what benefits us both, for the record. [...] apologies if that wasn't clear.
g'night