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We're all doing Great.

All right, thank you. I'm a quick learner, I can follow instructions, I can lift heavy shit, and I know basic first aid, so I hope that's enough as a baseline.

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'Cause I keep thinking about fucking off into the sunset, but maybe if I felt like I was doing something valuable or worthwhile, I would... want to do that less.

the capitalization is Key

honestly that's more than some people I've seen succeed start off with, so you're ahead of that pack. it wouldn't be me that would make the final call and arrange all the shit, but I can bring this up to mgmt and let them know you're interested.

[...] thats not stupid at all. and im not just saying that. if you cant do it for you, at least help someone on your way out; makes sense to me

So Great!!!

Cool, thank you. If they say no, that's also fine. No worries. I haven't run it by anyone here, either. Figured I would see if it was even an option before I bothered.

Figured you guys could maybe use some help, too. I'm a warm body, got nobody to hold me back from doing dangerous shit, and I already have a horse the knows the drill.

Fan-Fucking-Tastic!!

i doubt they will, but might be a decent idea to at least cue maggie into as perhaps she'll start showing you a few things she's learned until we can get everything "official"

I will not lie to you that we're a skeleton crew that tries to pretend we're not, so you're not wrong. [...] and I'm no therapist, but I'm here if you ever need to throw words at someone rather than simply keep thinking them over and over.

~~Unless Maggie also ha~~ Sure, I can try that.

It's all right, I deal with it all by keeping busy. It'd just be nice to feel like I'm working toward something rather than just treading water. But thanks.